Best and Hardest

*Misty stands searching Carson's eyes for an answer that just wouldent come. The pools of tears welling behind her eyes but not breaking free. She hurt...she hurt alot. She wanted to run away, she wanted to scream and yell. She wanted someone to pay for this that had happend, but the only one to blame was Carson himself.

Standing for a few moment more Misty gives a small jump as Carson comes twords her. Taking her own few step back to keep the distince for a moment longer. Misty dident know what to say or what to do. She was crushed once again and this time she wasent sure if all the peaces could be found and put back together. Like a mirror you can only fix it so many times before the peaces become to small.

Finally taking a few steps Misty moves twords Carson. Reaching out she takes a hold of his hand in her own as it quivers and it shakes. Looking up at him the tears finally come. Leaning up she gives him a small kiss on the cheek knowing that this very well maybe the last kiss she ever gives the man she loved so much. Her voice is meek as she finally speaks, the words that catch in her throut and dont want to come.*

"Sometimes, the best and hardest way to say I love you, is to say goodbye."

*Misty finally backs away a little and lets go of Carson's hand. She didn't want to leave, she wanted to find her answer, but she new if she did she would never be able to walk away, and than this might happen again and again. No...she had to go.*

"Goodbye Carson!"

*Hanging her own head and letting the tears come Misty heads out of the backroom and out the front door making her way to her car. She felt sick, she had to get away she had to make her mind busy. Home...she dident want home, it was quiet and lonly there. Work...she felt safe at work. That is where she needed to go.*