6/1/08

Can you stay

*Misty lets out a sigh and shakes her head. Carson words cut her deep. Like a knif through butter. But in order to come to this place to start with she had to close the door. Let the pain come but pay no attachen to it. A bit of anger rises in Misty voice at the mention of Ashlyn. Ya Carson could be sad, he had cared about her, but he was living in the past, in a lie he thought was real.*

"Dang it Carson. Ashlyn is dead and you cant do anything to change that. Stop living in the past, what you guys had wasent real, it was fake an illustion build on one thing and one thing only. Why cant you be happy with that you have now. Something thats real and runs deeper than a quick one night stand.Drinking isent going to take away the pain its only going to make it worse.Talking to you friends is what will make you feel better as they heal you deal."

*Misty can feel her anger grow even more and decieds its time to go. Pushing slowly away from the counter she leans into Carson once again for but a moment.*

"You know how it felt to lose me once, only to get a second chanse, than almost lost me again to get another chanse. Are you really willing to feel that pain a third time, and let all your happyness walk out of your life Carson."

*Misty moves herself away from Carson and starts slowly back twords Katie and Wyatt. Stoping in front of them.*

"I'm ready to leave now. Katie cant you stay here and watch over him for me? We will get Jason or someone to come and help you bring him back to TJY."

*Misty slowly pushes back both of them as Katie gives a nod she would stay. Eveything inside Misty tells her to stay with Carson but she couldent. He needed to make this desition on his own. She couldnet do it for him. This was up to Carson.*

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