Carson takes a deep breath an nods, bringing his free hand over to Misty's. "Yeah... I know. I just... I don't know what the right thing is. I keep asking God and I still don't know. It seems so... gray." He shakes his head.
"Take your time tonight, if you have to work late. We'll be here until closing anyway. Just give me a call when you're getting off, so I know whether to have you come here or straight to my place."
Looking Misty in the eye, his own gaze shows all of his mixed emotions, a window to the turmoil in his heart. The thought of being a father was terrifying. The thought of spending time with Mackenzie was even more frightening. And he wasn't even sure why.
"Thanks, Misty." He pulls her into a hug. "Don't know what I'd do without you."
Despite the things happening around them, a spark manages to enter Carson's eye, and he withdraws to see Misty's face. "Well... I guess I do. I'd wallow in my misery in some faroff place, and get myself in a whole heap of trouble... that's what I'd do. But instead, I got you to keep me in line."
His arm still around her waist, he tightens his grip. "Just make sure you keep on keeping me in line, ay?" Giving her a sly grin, he leans in for a good long kiss. "That ought to last you until tonight."
He would have teased more, had he not had to turn back to his cooking. "Keep this thing with Mackenzie under your hat for a while, will you? I don't want to deal with the gossip just yet."
Letting her go, Carson gets his attention back to the stove, trying to just focus on his work at least for a few minutes before they had unhappy customers. The last thing he needed right now was to screw up at work. There was a whole lot more riding on his success now than before.
A small smile becomes visible on Mackenzie's face as her eyes happen to catch Carson and Misty kissing in the kitchen. She looks away though, continuing to help Aerith.
Taking Alice's cell phone, he gives her a rueful grin as she roughs up his hair. "Mm, water balloon fight, huh? Now that sounds like an adventure." His eyes widen a little as he thinks of the prospect, a quirky smile forming. "It could be a surprise..." Shaking his head, he gives a little chuckle, dismissing the idea as probably too annoying for the others.
Looking back at the phone, he gives a bit of a sigh, and swings his head around to look at Alice. "How come you always know what to say?"
Leaning back again, he dials a familiar number. He'd emailed his sister yesterday... talked with Phil for a minute the day before... but this time it would be a friend.
As he waits, he gives Alice a nod. "Yeah, if you got any tylenol, I'll take it. Chloe has been giving me hers but I've about run her out of her supply.
Reaching the answering machine, Kyle waits. He had expected that. Everyone would be at work this time of day. But he didn't want to bother anyone. He just wanted to say hi, and the shorter the better probably, for the moment.
Hearing the beep, Kyle leaves a message. "Hey, KT, what up? It's your bouncing, bungling, blundering, boisterous friend, calling from the road. Well... not exactly the road at the moment - we're stopped at a lovely lake for a few hours. Just wanted to say hi I guess. Miss you guys. Jen said there was a JetStream gig here soon. Looks like you'll have to keep everyone in line instead of me... since I always did such a good job."
Kyle pauses, biting his lip. It felt strange, knowing he wouldn't be there. "Um... anyway... hope you're good and... I'll talk to ya soon."
He flips the phone shut and hands it back to Alice, his eyes showing his gratefulness. "Thanks."
As she gets up and offers her hand, suggesting a spontaneous venture, he can't help a laugh. "Alright, you win." Taking her hand, he pulls himself up, stuffing the last of his sandwich in his mouth. "Lead the way, oh adventurous one."
Following Alice past the others, Kyle gives them a short wave. "We're taking a hike. Sticking around for a while?"
"Yeah." Hunter nods. "Some of us are gonna take a bike ride into town for a few things."
Chloe grins. "While Jordan and Myla get the site to themselves."
"Ooooh," Kyle teases. "What? Time in the front of the bus doesn't count?"
Jordan is lying down on a blanket and shakes his head. "Not when you're going sixty miles an hour and have to keep both hands on the wheel, it doesn't."
Myla leans over him, smiling. "You mean, not when you can't have your arms around me."
As they kiss, Blake throws up his arms. "Time to move out! No gawkers! Move along, folks, move along."
Myla and Jordan laugh, and she sits up, shaking her head. "You guys are all a bunch of silly gooses, you know that?"
Shawn's eyes widen. "Gooses? Um..."
Myla starts laughing even more. "Geese?"
Kyle shakes his head, grinning, then turns back to Alice. "Let's leave this gaggle to their geesing." Heading away from the group, Kyle walks a little slower than normal, his eyes drifting every whichway, his hands needing to fidget with anything as he walks, proving his energy was at a high level but wasn't being spent. "I am having fun," he comments. "I'm still glad I came and got away from everything else... Just taking a little more getting used to than I thought maybe. I do enjoy the routines, and hanging out with this bunch really is a blast... I wouldn't want them to think I was complaining."
Ryder's eyes stay glued to the television while he continues to do push-ups. He'd lost count, but really didn't care. He was just exercising for something to do anyway. The food on the tv was making his mouth water though. He'd been watching this station for the last couple hours, and was tempted to try out one of the more practical dishes, just to keep himself from getting bored.
He'd already called Reese a while ago, but had been told there really wasn't much for him to do around the office. He'd taken the hint and had let things be. He knew Katie had offered to give him something to do, but he didn't really want to bother her. She had enough to worry about without having to come get him and show him the ropes.
The ringing phone startles him, but he keeps doing his push-ups, letting the answering machine take over. Hearing a man's voice, he quirks his eyebrow and listens. Whoever it was seemed an interesting guy... a close friend maybe? What on earth was JetStream? Oh well... it wasn't any of his business.
After a few more minutes, Ryder finally gets up off the floor and wanders to the kitchen, starting to poke around in the cupboards and refrigerator. Why not? He shrugs. It was better than going out and drinking again. Besides, he really wanted to avoid questions about his black eye for now.
Henry's meowing makes him look down. "Well there, tiger. Where have you been all day?"
Henry weaves around his legs, purring loudly.
"Think I ought to fix the two ladies supper? With my luck, they'll be going out with their guys tonight. But... at least I'll have had a good meal, ay? And then they can have the leftovers. Gotta earn my keep somehow."
Nodding with satisfaction, Ryder keeps searching until he thinks he's found enough ingredients to make the chicken.
The restaurant has grown a little quieter, but the sounds of chatter and clanging silverware still fills Mom and Pop's. Carson leans back against the counter, totally exhausted. Aerith had been a trooper all day long, but even with her there, she'd been busy with tables almost the entire time, and Carson had manned the kitchen once more. Now he knew why Herb had needed his help. He wondered though, if once he got going, if he'd be able to settle into a routine. Mom and Pop's still wasn't a big restaurant, and as far as he was concerned, it could stay that way. They had a good base of consistent customers that liked the homey atmosphere. It wasn't broken, so it shouldn't be fixed.
Giving a deep sigh, Carson finishes his glass of water, and knows he needs to get the plates for table eight finished. Aerith could handle the deserts for table five.
Wandering to the stove once more though, his eyes glance to the little table in the corner of the kitchen. Mackenzie had long since conked out from her own exhaustion. Her arms were folded on the table, acting as a pillow for her head. She'd been that way for half an hour already, despite all the noise. How tired she must have been.
Carson swallows hard, and finds himself nearing her, just watching her steady breathing. What was the reason this child had been brought into his life? Was it just chance, and it would pass quickly without affecting the future? Or was there something bigger here... something God had in mind? Carson didn't have a clue.
Reaching down, he gently tucks a strand of Mackenzie's unruly blonde hair behind her ear. She stirs, and he withdraws quickly, but she doesn't wake. Was he doing the right thing by taking her home? It was too late now. But what would the consequences be?
Scott pulls his knees up to his chest as he sits on his couch, listening to Domino play around with one of her toys. His eyes aim towards the droning television, but he doesn't really focus on the picture. He felt lonely tonight. Without the fear to invade his mind, all that was left was a bit of emptiness.
Closing his eyes, he leans back in the corner of the couch, ignoring the meal that he'd warmed up in the microwave. He takes himself to a happier place... a warmer place. The park... Domino... sunshine... Hope. It was a safe place in his mind, and one that he visited often.
3/31/09
A safe place
3/30/09
Water
Listing to what Carson said Misty cant help be a little surprised. This all was so heavy and confusing being pulled one way and another.
Leaning aganst the wall Misty lets out a sigh. She felt bad for Carson and new this had to me tough on him.
"I was going to work a little late but I should be out before the restront closes and I can bring some movies with me."
Walking closer to Carson Misty puts her hand on his arm giving him a reassuring smile.
"Its gonne work out u know that. Its just getting to that point. Its never easy you know but doing the right thing is a must no matter what."
Continuing to smile at Kyle Alice cant help the but let a little sympathy show. She felt bad for Kyle relizing that this really wasnt what he wanted to do anymore. Often people ran away from there problems thinking it would fix them but all it did in the long run was make it worse.
Pulling out her cell Alice holds it for just a moment before holding it out to Kyle. She didnt know if he had actully talked to anyone in a while but maybe it would help.
"Why dont you try calling them? If not your family than why not one of your friends? I bet they would like to hear from you."
Continuing to smile like she always did Alice throws her arm around Kyle's shoulders and ruffles his hair a little.
"I think you need a vacation, or maybe..."
Alice lowers her voice a little.
"...maybe a water balloon fight.."
She cant help her laughter at the comment just thinking about it made her laugh alot. Invising everyone all soping wet. It just struck her funny bone.
"Oh....want some tylanol for that headache?"
Looking down the way a little Alice takes note to a fariswheel that is down the way on the beach and a smile cross her face. She know she was being spontaineus, and maybe even a little crazy but that didnt bother her.
Knowing her laptop would be ok with the other Alice pops up and holds out her hand for Kyle to take the energy in her eyes.
"Come on you need to do something on a whim, we are going for a ride."
Never better
Laura returns Nate's kiss, her eyes closed as she takes in the sweet moment. And for one of the first times, she didn't feel the want to pull away... the want to leave. Though having always enjoyed Nate, becoming more comfortable with him, and enjoying these kinds of intimate moments, there had always been a barrier, hidden in the shadows. But today... today she had defied that barrier with her own strength born of peace. And she wouldn't let it keep her from the pure bliss of the sweet kiss, left to linger on her lips.
As Nate withdraws and rests his forehead against hers, she opens her eyes to stare at him, her mouth curling into a smile. Her eyes sparkle. "Mm... I think we should start where we left off every day." Giving a little laugh, color comes to her cheeks as she realizes she normally didn't say things like that. But she felt like it. And she was tired of holding in the words and attitude that mad her...her.
She gives Nate's hand another squeeze, then lets him move back around to his own seat again, picking up her fork. Taking another bite of salad, she grins at Nate again, then picks up her glass of iced tea to toast. "To a new day, a new outlook, and a new understanding."
Mackenzie keeps her chin rested on her arms, but her eyes look up and follow Aerith's movements. "Aerith," she repeats. "That's a pretty name." Looking to the cold milkshake, she purses her lips in thought, then seems to change her mind, shifting a hand to bring it closer to her. Taking out the straw, she licks the end of it, trying it out, then she nods. "Okay," she agrees to Aerith's offer.
Diving into the ice cream, some might wonder how often she got treats like this. Though seemingly wanting the whole thing, she just couldn't eat it all, and winds up with the glass only half empty, but a full stomach.
Slipping from her seat, she goes to follow Aerith around, not minding the customers a bit. She showed no fear or nervousness, just curiosity and a thirst to see and understand what Aerith did when taking orders and making sure everyone at the table was happy.
Mackenzie follows Aerith around the tables, then back to the kitchen, watching everything, and helping get some people's drinks. Though quiet, the look in her eye gave away that she was having fun.
Carson hangs up the phone with Misty, glad that she was at a spot in work that she could take a break and come down to Mom and Pop's. He didn't have time to wait for her though. He needed to start helping Aerith. He'd seen several more customers come in, and couldn't leave her high and dry. Though he knew she could throw a few meals together, she was more used to waiting on tables, not doing the cooking.
Getting back into the kitchen, he glances around, not seeing Mackenzie. Assuming she must be out on the floor with Aerith, he grabs his apron and looks up from under his ball cap to see the posted orders. They were already several behind. Tying off the apron behind his back, Carson moves quickly, prepping the oven and starting on some of the chicken.
Moving too quickly though, he doesn't watch himself, and burns his hand on one of the heated frying pans. Holding back a curse, he withdraws his hand to suck on his singed finger, rolling his eyes at his own stupidity. Going to the sink, he passes by the window to the front, and only then spots Mackenzie helping Aerith. For the first time, he just stands, watching her.
She really was small for her age... thin too. Carson wondered how good of care she'd been receiving, even when her mother had been alive. He wondered what kind of financial situation June had been in... had she even been able to afford proper care? Mackenzie wore a strong attitude, but was she physically strong? What had her childhood been like? Why did she want to spend time with him so badly? He didn't understand.
Without realizing it, he moves closer to see her more clearly. He watches her as she smiles at Aerith. She had traces of her mother in her, but he wasn't sure he could have picked her as being June's daughter. He wondered then, if what he was seeing was more of himself instead.
Carson's stinging finger makes him look back down and he sucks on it again for a moment before going to the sink and rinsing it with cold water. Staring into the sink, his mind drifts a million miles away. Only the sizzling chicken makes him realize that he'd better start paying more attention or else he'd be burning the food. Getting back to work was hard. But it isn't long before he's able to give Aerith several orders for the waiting tables.
Mackenzie helps Aerith, once in a while stealing glances into the kitchen at Carson. She would have gone to him, had he not pushed her away earlier. But she tries to be content with simply making herself useful, and wondering what the rest of the day would bring. Was she going to be taken somewhere else? Sent back to Arizona? Had Carson gotten a hold of Heather?
She fills up a glass with soda pop, just when the bell on the door rings again. She peers over the counter and spies someone she recognized. It was her father's girlfriend. Her eyes follow her as Misty walks back to the kitchen. But she stays where she is, not knowing where she was or wasn't welcome.
Misty's presence in the kitchen brings to Carson a sigh of relief. At a brief stopping point, Carson wipes his hands on his apron and goes to her, bringing her into a tight hug, followed by a strong kiss to the lips. "Thanks for coming."
Drawing away, the stress is evident in his eyes. "Mackenzie is here." He shakes his head. "She just... showed up. Said some stranger offered to bring her from Arizona. Now that social worker is on my butt, blaming me for kidnapping, and I've been told to turn the kid over to the local authorities or social services or whatever."
Carson takes a deep breath, knowing that what he'd just said really crammed everything into a nutshell. "Heather set me up, and I'm gonna be in a whole heap of trouble, no matter what I do. So... yeah."
He takes off his ball cap to wipe the sweat from his brow before slapping it back on his head to cover up his unruly hair. "I can't leave Aerith alone for any longer today - I already just a about put us in a bind, and that's not a good thing right now. Not after the conversation I had with Herb today." A deep breath follows. "Tell you about that later. For now though..."
His eyes drift back to the front where Mackenzie was now sitting on the other side of the counter, swiveling a little on one of the stools. "I need you... to do me a favor and... and..." He swallows hard. Take her down to the police station as a runaway.
Carson's mouth opens, but the lump that had risen in his throat seems to choke off the words. He looks back to Misty with desperation. Why was he going to put Mackenzie through that trauma? Hadn't she been through enough?
"I need you to..." Take her downtown! His gaze moves back towards the front again and he stares through the window at the little bonde-haired, blue-eyed girl who had had the grit and gumption to come all this way with a complete stranger.
Carson's shoulders drop. He closes his eyes and shakes his head. "...to come over to my place tonight. Dani won't be home before midnight, so by tomorrow I'll need a witness that I didn't hurt the girl."
He cringes, knowing that he'll get into trouble. "I'm so dead," he mutters. "Both Mackenzie and Heather have me over a barrel." He shakes his head, defeated. "So can you come over after work and... I don't know... bring a kid's movie or something?"
The smell of smoke fills Carson's nostrils and he suddenly spins around to race to the stove. "Aw dang it."
Kyle grins. "Yeah, but if you woulda given me permission for the chip, it wouldn't have tasted half as good."
Leaning back against the tree, he takes another bite of his sandwich. At Alice's question, he doesn't answer right away, but follows up with a quirky smile. "I'm good... never better." He nods. "Yeah... what more could I ask for? I feel like I'm a million miles from my family that I thought I wanted to be that far from, I'm on the road with a team every day doing something that really isn't my forte, I'm successfully beating out the pain of losing a girlfriend I should have been over ages ago, the weather here reminds me of all the springs of my childhood - which brings up a whole new slew of memories I don't want to deal with, and... I've had a king-sized headache the last three days."
His smile widens, though his eyes are dim. "So yeah. Couldn't be any better, right?"
Help!
Standing Nate smiles again and goes over to Laura bending down in front of her still holding her head. His eyes sparkle and what would happend next one might guess but it was far from what would be going on.
"It's ok, I think I good place to pick up again would be here."
Leaning in Nate looks deep into Laura's eyes. His emotion flooded forth and his love showed. Just being this close to Laura gave him chills that he wouldnt trade for anything. He loved the way she made him feel.
Coming close Nate's finger gently cradle Laura's face as he moves slowly but closer to Laura till finally his lips meet hers. Every so slowly letting his emotions show. With everything Laura had been through he didnt want to go to fast.
Finally pulling away from her he rests his forhead agains her and continues to look into Laura's eyes.
"I think that was a good place to pick up dont you?"
Giving a smile and a nod Aerith heads into the back back to get a fresh glass when she hears the door to Mom and Pop's open. Looking up through the window she see Carson and she eyes him for only a moment before looking back down at what she was doing.
Looking up again as Carson comes into the kitchen Aerith gives a nod an emotion flickering in her eyes for a moment about the whole situation.
"Yeah I will its not a problem. I hasnt been to busy today so I think you should be ok."
Bringing the glass out of the kitchen again Aerith gives a smile to the little girl as she bends into the ice cream pin to put it into the glass than adding some milk. Bringing it back to the counter Aerith sets it down for the little girl.
"Well thats a shame if you dont want it...I put extra strawberrys in it and everything for you. By the way my name is Aerith."
Aerith gaves a smile as some more people walk into the door and than gives a slight nod to the one infront of her with the milkshake. Grabbing a few milkshakes she turns to her little friend again.
"How about you finish the milkshake and than help me out? I'll even give you some of the tips that I get!"
Maybe keeping the girls mind off what was going on around her would help a little. She felt bad for her and couldnt help but have a bit of simpathy.
Sitting down under a tree where is was quiet and shaded Alice holds her laptop as she types away. Keeping an eye on everything around her she wtaches Kyle, and some of the others as they interact.
Today had been a more quiet day for her as she wasnt as talkitive and her own mind traviled alse where.
As Kyle comes and sits down next to her Alice closes her laptop in time to see him steal a chip. Placing her laptop aside she gives Kyle a strong nudge with her shoulder as a laugh makes its way out.
"You know, you could of asked for one and I would of givin it to you, you silly wild thing."
Still looking at Kyle a more searous look pass through her eyes as she continues to smile at Kyle.
"How are you doing today?"
3/29/09
Help
As Nate takes Laura's hand, the tingle runs up her arm and she smiles. "Okay," she agrees. "We start where we left off." Her fingers tighten around his. "Thank you, Nate. I could never ask for anything more than you... as a friend... and as more than a friend."
She leans her face onto his hand as his finger runs down her cheek. Closing her eyes for a moment, she takes a deep breath, wishing that reality didn't always have to run with the clock.
Looking back to Nate, her smile remains. "There's just one problem... I don't know where we left off."
Carson grins at Herb and Mabel, and shakes his head. Looking at the clock, he rises from his seat. "I better go relieve Aerith. You take it easy and I'll come back by to see you. We'll talk more about the restaurant when you're out of here."
Giving Herb's shoulder a pat, Carson heads for the door, but turns one more time. "Oh, and Misty says hi." Still smiling, he continues his route, leaving the hospital, then catching a waiting cab to Mom and Pop's. Soon... soon he'd have his own vehicle.
Mackenzie's eyes sparkle above her smile as Aerith's gentle nature draws her in. "Sure." She nods. "Can it be strawberry?"
She scoots up onto one of the stools, letting it swivel just a bit as she waits. She doesn't have to wait for long, however. When the bell on the door rings, she turns, spotting the one she'd been looking for.
Carson heads through the restaurant, having taken the front route instead of the back this morning. Aiming for the kitchen, he almost doesn't see Mackenzie at the counter, but when he does, he stops short. Blinking, he looks around to see if anyone else was there with her. "Mackenzie?!"
She grins at him. "You remembered my name."
"Of course I did." Carson is totally confused, and looks between her and Aerith, who was in the kitchen. "What are you doing here?"
"Visiting you. And the lady in the kitchen said I could have a milkshake."
Carson finds that hard to believe that Mackenzie was just visiting, and he bypasses his awkwardness for a moment in order to get some answers."Did you come back with Heather?"
"No."
"Well who's with you?"
"Nobody."
Carson's eyes widen. "What? You're alone?" He looks around, then pulls Mackenzie off the stool and into the back hall out of sight from the front customers. "How did you get here?"
Mackenzie shrugs. "A man said he could take me to you."
A strange look of panic hits Carson, and he squats down in front of her, to look up at a better angle to see her eyes. "Who? When?"
"At the orphanage, really early this morning. I got up to get something to drink, and he was there."
"You mean you went with a total stranger?"
Mackenzie withdraws a little as Carson's voice grows stern. "He said his name was John Smith. He really was nice," she tries to convince him.
"Aw Mackenzie." Carson groans and stands up, putting his hands on his head. He turns a little circle, keeping his frustration to a low growl
Mackenzie bites her lip. "Are you mad at me?"
"Yes! No... yes. I don't know yet."
"Well I just wanted to see you, and John said he knew where you were. He wasn't a bad person."
Carson's mind works overtime to figure out this thing. Pacing a moment, he crouches down in front of her again. "It was foolish of you," he chides. "Do you realize what will happen now?"
"I have to go back."
"That, and they're going to blame me for taking you."
"But I left on my own."
"It doesn't matter." Carson desperately tries to explain. "You don't belong to me, and now I'm in a whole lot of trouble."
Fear enters Mackenzie's eyes, along with a couple tears. "But you're my dad. And John didn't say you would get into trouble."
Carson's gaze shows his desperation. How could he make her understand? He had been set up. A do-gooder wouldn't be that stupid. A kidnapper wouldn't have brought her here. Someone from social services wouldn't have left her alone. It was obvious that someone - most likely Heather - wanted to make him look like the ultimate bad guy so there would never be even a chance for Mackenzie to be with him.
Whether or not he wanted to see his daughter was beside the point. This kind of underhanded action and child trickery angered him. "John did it on purpose," he emphasizes, trying to be gentle. "I'm gonna have to call Heather and have someone come get you."
Disappointment flickers in Mackenzie's eyes. "You really don't want me, do you?"
"That has nothing to do with it," Carson retorts. "Don't play that came, 'cause I'll win." Mackenzie might just be twelve, but Carson knew good and well how smart she was.
She sighs in defeat.
Carson stands up again, calming down a little. "Come on." He nods to the kitchen. "Get that milkshake while I make that call." Pushing the door open, he gives Aerith a pleading look for help. "Would you please watch Mackenzie here? I have to go make a quick call, then I'll be right back to start cooking. If customers complain, blame it on me."
Once he's gone, Mackenzie looks to Aerith again. "I guess I got him in trouble." The look on her face is a sad one. "I just thought maybe I'd have another chance." She sits down at the table, folding her arms to rest her chin on them. "I'm not sure I want the milkshake anymore," she mentions quietly. She bravely held back the tears that wanted to come.
Out in the hall again, Carson busies himself, looking for the right phone number, and finally finds it. It takes some doing, but with a little work and a bit of frustration, he finally gets Heather on the line.
"Miss Jones, this is Carson Banks... from Nevada?"
"Mr. Banks." Heather's tone is a cool one. "Where is Mackenzie?"
Carson grits his teeth. If Heather wasn't involved, she'd certainly pounced on him quickly. "You tell me," he counters.
"This is no time for games," Heather warns. "Your daughter has been missing since early this morning. I find it highly coincidental that you would call me on this particular day."
"You'd like to think I did something, wouldn't you?"
"If you know something, you had better say so right now."
Carson leans back against the wall. "Ya know, It's interesting that you've known she was missing, you suspected me, yet you didn't contact me. Now why is that?"
"Mr. Banks." Heather's voice grows even more irritated. "Have you seen her or have you not?"
"I have. And somebody needs to come pick her up."
"So what did you do? Send one of your henchmen to get her?"
"I did no such thing!" Carson can't help it as his anger spills over. "You yourself made such a point that I wouldn't want anything to do with Mackenzie, now you accuse me of taking her? Why would I?"
"Who knows. I don't have the mind of a criminal. Ransom? Just to make a point?"
Carson rolls his eyes. "Look, just send somebody over here to get her, alright?"
"There have been storms here, Mr. Banks. It will be at least tomorrow morning before someone can be there. I suggest you take Mackenzie to your local social services office in order for her to receive proper care until the morning."
"I..."
"Either that, or I will call the local authorities and have you arrested. You take Mackenzie down to social services the moment you hang up. Do you understand me?"
Carson tries to collect his thoughts as quickly as possible. "Why aren't you calling the authorities now, Miss Jones?"
"Call it the benefit of the doubt."
"That's hard to believe."
"Someone will be in town directly in the morning. They will come to your place of work and expect to pick up Mackenzie there. If you or the girl are not found, you will wind up behind bars before you know it."
The click on the line makes Carson growl as he slams down the receiver. He knew exactly what Heather was doing. It was obvious now. She wasn't going to call the police because she knew good and well that he hadn't taken Mackenzie, and she was banking on that fact to be confident he would not do anything to harm the girl either. More than likely, this "Mr. Smith" was keeping an eye on him somewhere, just to be on the safe side. Heather was devious, but Carson wouldn't want to believe she'd allow a child to be harmed. But... if he didn't take Mackenzie somewhere by morning, she would have him in trouble anyway - and in deep trouble.
But... Carson groans and leans against the wall. God, what am I supposed to do now? What are you doing to me?
If he didn't turn Mackenzie over to social services, he would be in deep trouble. But if he did, she would be put through an unnecessary ordeal that would upset her even more than she already was. And she wasn't at fault. Wouldn't that be harsh? No... he had to. He had to follow the rules by the letter, or else Heather would have him in trouble so quickly it would make his head swim.
Turning back to the phone, he dials TJY's infirmary, thankful when he hears Misty answer the phone. "Hey, Babe, it's me. Listen, I need your help... I'm in a bit of a jam. Can you come down to the restaurant?"
Climbing up onto a large rock, Kyle stands, looking out across the rippling lake. It brought back swift memories of home. He takes a deep breath, taking in the fresh air. He saw Jen and Phil, smiling and laughing, spending time on the little sandy beach. He saw the fun times with friends... Katie, Jason and Mike. He saw Misty and their favorite lookout point.
"Kyle!"
The scenes faded before Kyle's eyes, and he was once again at Coral Lake in Wyoming. he turns around, looking down at the group. It takes him a moment to come back to reality, and another moment for his usual smile to return. He waves at Myla. "Yeah?"
"We got the food ready. You joining us or what?"
"Uh-huh." Kyle nods, but turns back around, not quite ready to get down yet.
Myla sighs. "He okay? He's had a lot of these moments lately."
"He's alright. Take it easy on him," Hunter advises. Those on the bus had discovered Kyle's frequent ups and downs during the trip, though he himself seemed unaware of his mood swings. No one drew attention to it, and no one was upset over it. They accepted Kyle like anyone else, though if asked, they might admit he was a little different to work with than originally thought. But no one would ever want him off the team. He was a valuable teammate, and even more valuable a friend. Hunter gives a little nod, knowing in a few minutes, Kyle would be back.
Sure enough, two minutes later, Kyle comes bounding back to the group, barging in on the picnic lunch. "Now this is a rest stop."
"Here here," Heath agrees, lifting up his bottle of lemonade.
"Mmm..." Kyle takes a bite of his sandwich. "Who's the cook?"
Myla raises her hand.
"Oh, you sweet woman." Kyle slings his arm around her, planting a kiss on her cheek.
"Heeeey," Jordan growls teasingly.
Kyle steps back and holds up his hands, grinning. "Just a friendly thank you, there, killer."
Jordan laughs. "Just be sure you keep it that way."
The teasing continues, and Kyle winds up flopping down on the ground next to Alice, stealing one of her potato chips.
No, Laura!
Looking around the room Herb gives a short chuckle as he shakes his head a little.
"The best it can be I guess, though I hate sitting still and thats what they are making me do here. Not to mention Mable cant make me clean here."
"I hurd that Herbert."
Giving a cringes another laugh comes forth and a smile at his wife his eyes show much life still aside form what he has been through.
"Oh nothing dear..no no nothing at all."
Looking back to Carson Herb gives a wink.
Sitting at the quiet restront with Laura Nate was enjoying the small talk. Being here now, its not what he planed but he wasnt disapointed eather.
As the talking shift though Nate can feel the tone in Laura's voice change and see the look in her eye was more serous now.
Nate couldnt help but feel a little bit a nervousness rise inside of himself. He didnt want it to but it just happend. Maybe it was the unknowing of what Laura needed to talk so serous with him about.
Listing to Laura stays quiet. He didnt want to intarupt her or cut her off not when she had something like this to say. Giving nods here and there was all he did to let her know he was listing.
Taking everything in that she said Nate just listened till finally she was finished. Staying silent for a moment Nate works everything through in his head till finally he looks up at Laura. He felt alot of things at the moment and the emotion could be seen in his eye.
"No Laura, I am sorry I dont to start over."
Giving a small sigh Nate reaches out across the table and takes Laura's hand in his.
"I would just like to start from where we left off, and continue to let outself change and grow. I love you so much Laura I could never turn you away."
Running a finger down the side of her face Nate just smiles as he looks into Laura's eyes his love pouring out of them.
"I'll never regret getting sick and kissing you. It was the best thing that ever happend to me.
Looking down at the young girl a smile forms on her face. Something about the girl reminded her of Carson but she wasnt to sure why. She remembered heading about Carson's daughter but only in passing.
"No, he's not here right now, but he should be back shortly if you would like to wait."
Giving another smile Aerith looks around the dinner and than back at the girl as she leans on the counter.
"Would you like a milkshake? Its on the house!"
Looking
Carson grins. "Well I just hope I can live up to your expectations, Herb. I... can't thank you enough. I'm still kinda shocked, but this means... it means a lot to me." He gives a little sigh, but it's one of contentment. "Wait 'til Dani hears about this. She's gonna make me pay more rent." He laughs.
He shakes his head and looks around the room, feeling the opportunity to switch subjects before he had to go, and before he had to think of anything else to say in regards to his accepted offer that was making him just a smidge uncomfortable. "They treating you alright in here?"
Laura giggles and accepts Nate's arm. "We shall. For your stomach's sake." With a quick stop to get her purse, she follows Nate outside, keeping her arm linked with his until they get to his car.
It doesn't take them long to settle in at the little restaurant, both able to order quickly, and enjoy the quiet of the little corner table. Conversation is kept light, with nothing in particular discussed until there is a pause, and Laura seems to grow quiet before speaking again.
"Nate..." Laura takes a bite of her salad and chews it thoughtfully. So many things ran through her mind... so many feelings. Ryder's words continue to bounce around in her head, colliding with her own thoughts and conclusions.
Giving a little sigh, she twirls her fork in her lettuce. "I've been thinking... a lot."
She rolls her eyes at her own hesitance and she finally looks up at Nate. "I know I haven't been the greatest person to be around lately... person... friend... girlfriend." She holds up a hand before he can respond. "Don't tell me otherwise, because I know it's the truth. This Bryce incident hasn't helped matters, but I'm setting that aside."
She sighs again, trying to collect her thoughts. "I know I haven't been fair to you lately either. No... I take that back. I haven't been fair to you from the very beginning."
Looking down for a moment, she thinks back over all the things she'd decided to say...that she'd been wanting to say. After talking to Ryder today, then once again seeing Nate's deep affections, she knew she should take this chance before it was too late.
"After this whole thing with... with Bryce... I, um... I realized that... maybe I don't have quite the handle on myself or my life like I thought I did. I used to be pretty confident.... in myself, my work... but as the world around me moved on, looking back now, I see that I failed to grow as time passed. I was hired at TJY because I was good at what I did... because I wouldn't take no for an answer, and I could beat up most of the guys."
She grins a little before going on. "And all that was great, working with Con, Jamie, Jason, and sometimes you. But then as my job shifted, I didn't. I got lost in my own little world, somewhere along the way, and I started getting confused about who I was. I didn't see it at the time, but I do now."
Laura leans back in her chair and plays with her napkin in her lap. She lets her eyes roam for a moment, trying to put words to her feelings, and finally looks back to Nate again. "Then you came along." A little laugh escapes and she shakes her head. "I had no idea you were watching me, and then when you got sick and you hauled off and kissed me..."
Her amusement is genuine and it sparkles in her eyes as she smiles. "I couldn't imagine anyone wanting me enough to pursue me like you did. All I'd ever had was men after the wrong sort of things, with Con standing behind me, my shelter with a big warning sign ready for any man with guts enough to approach me."
She shakes her head again. "But you won out. Through all the trouble I put you through, you stuck it out like no one ever did." Her smile starts to fade, though the look in her eye was one of peace, not resentment, not fear, not heartache. It was a look that had been absent for a long time.
"And it was then that I started falling to pieces. On the inside. While you were offering me love and stability, every time I saw you, I crumbled. I liked to hide it. I liked to pretend that I was just playing hard to get. But... looking back... I know that the fact was, that you shook up my world enough that I was beginning then to question myself and who I was. I wasn't supposed to need anybody - I was strong enough. Yet I felt like I was starting to need you. I wasn't supposed to want anybody - I was just fine on my own. Yet I felt like I was starting to want to spend all my time with you."
A little laugh escapes before she grows sober again. "It scared me because I wasn't used to feeling those things... even though I wanted them, they made me feel out of control. So in order to stay in control, I pulled back all the harder, making it all the more difficult for you. I thought that... I could have both."
She nods, showing that she had found the truth of her own actions. "I thought that I could be stubborn and as self-reliant as always and have you at the same time. But... I was too immature to realize that in order to gain freedom in love, I needed to give up a portion of that independence. In order to gain the confidence and strength in love, I needed to give up the reliance on myself. And..."
She shakes her head, brave enough to continue looking Nate in the eye. "...I didn't see those things then like I do now. I didn't see that I was pushing you away and making things so difficult for you. I saw sometimes how I hurt your feelings, yet I was too selfish to change. It wasn't a lack of love or a lack of want for a relationship... it was simply because I didn't want to try and change. I didn't want to make the effort. It was hard for me to get past my own need to take care of myself, and my own pride. Even then, because of the turmoil it caused, I just wound up breaking down and feeling like a child all the time. Which... in turn... made me pull away all the more... especially when you proposed to me."
Laura pauses, taking a sip of her iced tea to regroup a little bit. Taking a deep breath, she lets out out slowly. "Then... after all this mess... something finally clicked. It feels like I got a swift kick upside the head, and... I want to apologize."
She nods. "I want to apologize for all I've put you through from the very beginning, not just lately. I feel as though my eyes have been opened and I'm just now able to see that while I thought at the time I was in control, really... I wasn't. While I thought my stubbornness was a sign of strength, really... it wasn't."
Her eyes study Nate's, hoping that her words were making sense. For in her mind, they did. The answers had appeared, as clearly as day, after so much thought, prayer, and words of her friends, old and new. "I haven't ever really been myself with you, Nate. Instead of letting confidence and strength support my actions, I let them stand in the way and dictate my actions. Instead of letting myself love and live without fear, I hid behind fear, but labeled it as independence or even let my brother take the blame. In an awful paradox... because of my own pride and stubbornness, I let fear cloud my judgment, and I let independence rule my relationships. And so..."
Laura pauses again, giving her words time to sink in. "...So looking back, I can tell that I never really have just let myself be me. Which, ironically, was what I was trying to be all along."
A sadness enters her eyes, realizing the truth of the matter. But today, the peace remained. She had let go of her fear, somewhere along the way. Through recovering from a tragic and frightening experience, she had learned more about herself than ever before. And while the revealed truth was not something that felt good, it was indeed the truth that must be faced.
She swallows hard, now at the end, and not really knowing what would come next. But she'd started this thing, and she needed to see it through.
"Um... so... I guess..." She gives a little shrug. "I don't know what to do now," she admits. She offers the best smile she can. "I've said for so long now that I love you... and I don't want you to think that that part was never true - because it was. But it's been a reserved love... a love that's only been allowed to go so far before I yanked it back in order to keep it from opening up my walls. You, on the other hand... you've loved me freely, and have opened yourself up to everything, pain and all, because you're simply that generous and willing to sacrifice for me."
A tear appears in Laura's eye. "Never have I felt more humbled, Nate." A small smile surfaces once more. "And... all that to say... I'd like to start over." She gives a nod. "If you say no, I'll understand, because I've made you wait so very long already. But... I want a chance to give you the real me... the me that should have been there all along. I... can't promise the outcome, but I'm not gonna try to. All I can ask for is one more shot. Will you... give me that chance?"
She can't help a light chuckle. "If you say yes, I promise not to make you get sick in order to steal the first kiss again."
The bell above the door at Mom and Pop's rings. It's fairly quiet inside, but a few people have ventured out for their morning coffee. No one seems to pay much attention to the newcomer. Her short height helped aid her in going unnoticed. She stops just inside and looks around, squinting as her eyes roam the faces. Not finding who she was looking for, she heads boldly to the counter. She can just see over it and puts her arms up on it, helping boost herself up just a little more until she can see the woman at the register.
"Hi." Her big blue eyes stare at Aerith with question. "Is Carson Banks here?"
*blinks*
Studying Carson's eye for a long moment Herb can tell Carson ment what he said. There was no changing his mind. Herb wouldnt trust the restront in anyone elses hands.
"I am happy you said yes. Once I get out of here we can draw up the papers, and on the slower days we can go over a few things."
Though Herb didnt say it he was excited and look forward to teaching Carson things about the business. It was like the son he had always wanted and God had provided even if it wasnt what he had exspected.
"This going to be a whole new adventure for me too Carson. I know you will do great."
Looking at Laura Nate grins feeling warm and fuzzy inside that Laura liked the gifts. It was nothing big but if it put a smile on her face than thats what mattered.
"Mmmm...you could starve me as long as I got to spend a little time with you."
Nate stomach at that moment makes a loud gigaling sounds as he looks down and than back at Laura.
"I guess my stomach disagres with me so I guess we should feed it."
Standing and grabbing his jacket Nate throws it on and than hold out his arm to Laura.
"Mi lady shall we?"
3/28/09
Then you would have...
Luke smiles up at Angel, giving her a little nod. Though in his mind, he was already deciding that he would be staying awake for the trip home. He wasn't going to let Angel out of his sight until he knew she was safely back home. Not to mention, if he slept, he knew his energy would diminish, and he needed all of it right now, just to be able to keep on his feet and keep walking without worrying Angel.
"Alright." He gets up from the chair and grabs his bag. "Let's go find Gunner and get ourselves out of here. At this rate, we'll be home for supper."
Seeing the pleasure in Herb's eyes was enough for Carson to say yes to anything. He nods slowly, swallowing a lump in his throat. "Yeah... yeah, I'm sure."
Something tugged on the back of his mind, and something prodded his heart just a little bit. He knew what it was. He knew what it meant. He knew. But he closed his mind to it. For once... for once, he would think of someone else, and would be glad to do it.
His eyes return to Herb's. He would not mention Reese. He would not mention the other opportunity he had, to get back onto the Elite team. It was a pain he wasn't sure he'd ever felt before, because while it hurt, there were results that made him feel good, like he'd done something worthwhile for once.
"It would be an honor," he states with confidence. "I'd argue with you that I'm not good enough for the job, but I know that wouldn't get me anywhere." He grins a little. "It'll be nice to have the stability... I don't have to pretend that I haven't needed that in my life."
For the briefest of moments, Mackenzie's face flashes in his mind. Stability and being a father were two things that seemed to go hand-in-hand.
He shakes the thoughts from his mind, and just as quickly as they had been there, they were gone. "You and Mabel are going to have to teach me a lot... I may know how to make food taste good by now, but I certainly don't know how to run a business." A smile spreads. "I think I can remember a bit of math."
"...so I've kinda been working a little more." Scott sits in the familiar chair across from Hope, not really knowing what else to day. He'd told her that he'd gone to work by himself that morning, and that he was interacting with people at TJY just a little more now. The fear was slowly subsiding, and he wasn't sure just what else he needed to talk about now.
Laura walks from Susanne's office, her hands full of papers. In the copy room, back to Susanne's, to Reese, back to the copy room, then to see Jason, stop by Wyatt's desk, get information from Sapphire, then another round, landing her back in Reese's office for a good long while, only to discover that there were files she'd taken home with her the night before, that she now needed. Unfortunately, she'd forgotten to bring them back in.
Rolling her eyes at herself, she makes her way back across the main floor, fishing her keys out of her pocket. She wasn't even going to bother grabbing her purse.
Heading at a fast pace towards the exit, she only stops momentarily at Nate's cubicle. They'd both been at work all morning, but had hardly had time to say hi to each other. "Forgot stuff at home," she says quickly. "When I get back, we can run for a late lunch if you haven't withered away to nothing by then." Walking backward, she throws Nate a smile before spinning around to continue her route.
The ride home is a short one, and she makes it in good time. Getting inside, she shuts the door behind herself, tossing her keys on the table as she heads for her room.
On her way though, she spots Ryder in the bathroom. He looked like he'd been up for quite a while, fully dressed and awake. But his clothes were a little messy, and he was leaning over the sink, his face covered partway with what looked like a cold cloth. Laura pauses. "Ryder?"
"Mm-hmm," he mumbles, but doesn't look up.
Laura's eyes narrow as she frowns. "Something wrong?"
"Uh-uh." He still refuses to look up, shaking his head just a little.
Laura sighs. "Men," she grumbles. "You're all the same." Boldly, she enters the bathroom, reaching under his bent form to shut off the water in the sink. "What's wrong? Are you sick? Hurt?"
Ryder straightens just a little, but keeps the cloth in place. "I walked to the store." His words are still quietly mumbled. "Wanted to replace some stuff in the fridge."
"And?" Laura cocks her head. "So what?"
Ryder finally sighs and lets his hand drop, revealing his face.
Laura's eyes widen at his swollen black eye and split lower lip. "My goodness, what happened?"
Ryder shakes his head and turns the water back on to rinse out the cloth. "Kid was picking on an old lady. I intervened. He attacked me."
"Wrong place, wrong time." Laura sighs. She could tell by Ryder's speech that his mouth hurt. "Then what?"
"I won. Cops came. I told 'em I was Elite, so they let me go."
"And here you are."
"Here I am."
Laura shakes her head. "Do you look for trouble, or does it just follow you around?"
Ryder puts the cloth back to his hurting face. "I have no idea."
"Well come on... you're not going to do a whole lot of good taking care of yourself that way."
After convincing Ryder to let her take care of him, fifteen minutes later, he's on the living room couch, lying on his back with an ice pack on his eye.
Laura folds her arms as she looks down at him. "Now... just stay out of trouble for the rest of the day, will you? If you're that insistent about the food, we'll shop tonight and you can come along as my bodyguard."
Ryder gives a little smirk. "Yeah, alright. Just figured I oughta earn my keep until I find my own place."
Laura bites her lip and thinks for a moment. "You're... welcome to stay, ya know."
Ryder lifts the ice pack to see her more clearly. "Me, stay here, indefinitely, with two women? Don't you think that looks a bit odd?"
"Not if we work it out the right way." Laura shrugs. "I could move my bedroom down here into the office we never use. Then you could have the upstairs to yourself. There's only a half-bath up there, but there's two rooms and a nice closet. It's not like you'd be staying with a single woman, and that way we'd be on separate floors."
Ryder quirks an eyebrow out of habit, but lets it drop again as it hurts more than he thought it would. The thought was appealing. Katie was really the only friend he had right now, and Laura was quickly becoming a friend too. It felt nice not to be completely on his own at the moment. But still... "And Nate wouldn't mind?"
It's Laura's turn to lift her eyebrows. "He better trust me more than that."
Ryder's mouth curls up into a little grin. "Sure, but does he trust me?"
"I have no idea." Laura shrugs. "But he does trust me, and Katie too, so... I don't see a problem. Unless you do want to leave, then of course, that's fine."
Ryder shifts his weight a little, in a better position to look up at her. "So gonna marry him?"
Laura's jaw drops. "I thought we were talking about living arrangements."
"We were. I changed the topic. Nate's name made me think of it."
"Well I hardly think it's any of your business."
"No, it's probably not." Ryder can't help the spark in his eye. "So?"
Laura lowers herself to sit on the coffee table, her arms still crossed. "So what?"
"Are you?"
Laura would walk away from anybody else. But it was hard with Ryder. Something about him just forced her to trust him and not be upset or afraid to talk to him. "I don't know."
Ryder just studies her for a moment, finally putting the ice back over his one eye. "If everything around you came crashing down... if you lost your job, your home, and your brother moved away... who would you want to hold you?"
Laura blinks. What kind of a question was that? "I... what?"
"You heard me."
She thinks again. "Well I guess..." Only one face came to mind. "I guess Nate." She could already feel his strong arms around her, holding her, just letting her cry on his shoulder, and helping her weather the storm.
"Then why are you waiting?"
Again, Laura is taken off guard. "Because.... because I... well... I mean... what if it wouldn't work? What if I said yes and five years down the road we just couldn't get along and things went wrong? What if I messed things up? What if he would decide he couldn't stand me any more? What if circumstances drove us apart? Then what?"
Ryder doesn't miss a beat. His stare pierces Laura's gaze with intensity. "Then you would have had five years of love and life you never would have experienced otherwise." He shakes his head slowly. "I can tell you love him, and it's obvious he loves you too. There's no way you could wind up hating each other. Why not step out now and take the chance before it's too late? Why not take the chance that you will be this in love for the rest of your lives? If you back away now, you'll never know. And even if does fail, then you've only gained the experience of loving so deeply that you were willing to risk it all..."
...Laura slips back into her cubicle, letting out a long sigh. The morning had been long, it was completely gone, the noon hour was over and she was hungry, knowing she needed to go see Nate so they could go to lunch. While her stomach was empty though, her mind was very full.
Sitting down at her desk, she suddenly notices the gift from Nate, unaware that it had been there for quite a while already, waiting for her.
A smiles slowly spreads on her face. She picks up the rose and puts it to her nose to breathe in the sweet smell. Then setting it down, she cuddles the teddy bear, nuzzling her face into the soft fur.
Her eyes glance to the handwritten note and she picks it up next, running her thumb over the words. Taking the note, she pins it up on her wall, next to other notes that Nate had written her. Some were silly, some were cute, others showed his love.
Setting the gift down she looks at the rose again, then across the floor to Nate's desk. She could just make out the top of his head, and knew he was there. She stands up and slowly makes her way over to him. Her hands slip into her pockets and when she arrives at his cubicle, she leans on the doorway a little, just watching him work for a moment. Withdrawing one hand, she knocks on the wall, getting his attention.
Looking into his eyes, she studies him for a long moment until a smile creases her lips. "Thank you. I needed that today. Now are we gonna go to lunch, or have I starved you to death?"
3/27/09
Package
Looking back at Carson Herb's face lights up. Hearing that Carson would take this oppertunity put Herb a bit at ease about what would happen to Mom and Pop's and he new now it would be in good hands. But before they continued he had to make sure this is what Carson really wanted.
"Your sure Carson? You dont need time to think about it? I just dont want you to jump on something quickly and than later on down the road kick yourself in the butt. That would hurt me more than maybe seeing the restront close."
Herb continues to watch Carson and the excitment was evadint in his own eyes about what the future would continue to hold for him. This would be a whole new experince and Herb was excited to let it happen.
"Well thats good that at least you have an income coming in. I know if you didnt that might be a little harder on you. So I am happy for that. The money is there anyways in the little jar if you need any extra. Laura and I always take turns putting money in there incase we are in a tight bind or anything."
Going to the fridge Katie opens it and grabs an apple she dubs as her lunch today. Taking a bit out of it. Turning to see Ryder run to the bathroom Katie shakes her head a little and laughs.
"If you need anything call me, and I might call u later as well to see if your feeling better to come in."
Aiming for the door Katie trys to block out the sound of Ryder in the bathroom shutting the door behind her.
Angel gives a sigh not getting anymore information from Reese. She new that she wouldnt but it had been worth a try anyways and now they were leaving without Jeff.
"Ok, I'll let them know. Thanks."
Though her eyes were a bit sad she turns to Luke and gives a nod.
"I'm ready to go, and I hope you sleep some on the plane you look so tired."
Running a quick hand through his hair Angel gives him a kiss before turning to Rick again.
"Thank you again and if you guys ever need help please let me know. Let Misty know thank you again as well."
Watching Laura without her knowing it Nate gives a smile as he watches her get up and leave her desk. This was the moment he had been waiting for.
Standing from his desk Nate reaches into the draw and pulls out a backage that held bright pink color roses wrapped in a pretty white and red paper along with a stuffed white teddy bear. Placying them both on Laura desk with a little note that said "I love you." Nate smiles turning to walk back to his own desk.
Ache
Carson sits a little straighter, sensing that Herb had something important to tell him. He couldn't imagine what, but he respected Herb more than most anybody, so he was all ears.
As the words sink in though, Carson's eyes start to widen, his jaw dropping. He blinks, completely dumbfounded. He'd known that there was the possibility that Herb wouldn't be able to do as much... and he'd even thought about the extra hours he might have to put in. But... ownership?
This was more than just an offer... it was a privilege... an honor. This was an offer that belonged to family... Mom and Pop's was a part of the Franklin family...
But as Carson looks at Herb, he suddenly realizes that whether he was blood family or not, he had earned this place of honor. This offer should have been going to the son that Herb and Mabel never had. And that thought alone caused the emotions to surface in Carson's eyes. Herb had become his mentor... his guide... and in a way, he'd been a father to him. They had never spoken of it... but it was there, and this proved it.
"Herb, I..." Carson stops, swallowing hard. Was he really capable of this? And where did this put Reese's own offer to him? Was it now down to one or the other? And if he chose one, was that the point of no return?
He lets out the long breath he'd been holding, and leans back in the chair, still in shock. "I don't know what to say," he finally admits. "Ownership? It's... wow." He could barely even process the thought.
Letting his eyes drift downward, he thinks for a moment before looking back up at Herb. He knew how important the restaurant was to him. And Carson knew good and well that if he said no, there would be no one else. Closing Mom and Pop's would surely age Herb more than anything, more than likely harming his health even more. Not to mention, it would also hurt their income.
Reese's offer lingers in the back of Carson's mind. He could almost taste the action he wanted. The missions... the adventure... doing what he was best at.
He looks back to Herb, searching his eyes. An ache settled in his heart. But he saw the answer clearly.
"I accept."
Ryder grimaces, still holding his stomach, and even now feeling even worse, learning that apparently his tongue had been loosened without him even knowing it. Who knows what he'd told Katie.
"Yeah, yeah... no trouble." He waves her off. "And Reese has me back on the payroll, so I've got money, don't worry about it."
He thinks for a moment, contemplating the day ahead. "If you have anything I could do at TJY later... call me or something. I could..." He suddenly stops, his eyes squinting a little. "...or maybe not." Spinning around, he aims for the bathroom, where the consequences of yesterday's binge would catch up to him.
Reese is ready to leave the infirmary, but stops as Angel questions him. He slowly shakes his head. "I'm sorry... no, I can't give you any more information. You would have been able to say goodbye to him, but as I said, he's not even here."
He purses his lips grimly. "You can tell people back in Texas that he had a job to do. That's all I can say."
3/26/09
Questions
Jumping over the back of the couch and slidding down next to Ryder Katie shakes her head and gives a giggle as she looks at Ryder.
"Are you sure its not the lousy Aussie that cant handle the American Liquer?"
Katie looks to Henry and leans over giving him a little pat on the head as if telling him thanks for telling her.
"You dont remember talking to me last night when I got home eh? I came in here looking for something and you sat up and had a full conversation with me. I have to admit it was a bit funny as you slewed your words and told me what you had been up to all day."
Following Ryder to the kitchen now Katie grabs a chair and sits down in it to bend over and tie her shoes. Than standing again she grabs her leather jacket from the back of the chair and throws it on pulling her now long hair from the back.
"I left a little money on the able by the front door so if you need anything or want anything to eat. I dont think I will be at work late tonight so if you need to go anyway just let me know. And try to stay out of trouble today eh?"
Turning there head in unison as Carson enters the room. Giving a smile Carson and than to her dad Jamie stands giving him a kiss on the head.
"I am going to head into work. Con said something about stoping by to see you in a little bit so if mom wants to go home and get some sleep he can keep you company ok?"
Jamie looks to her dad with worry in her eyes. She couldnt help but worry but she had to have faith that he would be alright.
Giving his daughter a pat on the head Herb smiles.
"I'll be fine dear go to work."
Once Jamie is gone Herb turns to Carson and gives a smile and a shake of his head.
"I only look good because I am not covered in sweat and smell like grease!"
Laughing a little Herb is thrown into a coughing fit that last for a few moment before it finally subsides. Paying not attachen to it though Herb continues his conversation.
"Yeah I guess I did huh? I think I scaired myself a little bit too."
Intarupting Herb for just a moment Mable stands giving him a small nod knowing he wanted to talk to Carson.
"I am going to run home and take a shower fast. I'll be in a little while."
Smiling and noding to Mable Herb waits till her is out of the room and nods at Carson to sit down his face becoming a little more searous. What was to come next was going to be hard but Herb new it was for the best.
"Carson, I have something I wanted to talk to you about. The Dr has told me I need to take it alot easyer than I have been. I'm putting to much stress on myself and I'm not as young as I use to be."
Herb takes a deep breath as he continues to look at Carson so much emotions was whittled in his own eyes.
"The restront is my life but I just for my own health I cant run it alone anymore. Over the last year you have grown so much Carson and I have been giving you more and more responcablity. You have been doing well. Aerith also called and told me about how you handled the restront so well. And I am so proud of you Carson."
A small smile forms on Herb's lips as his eyes sparkle proving he was happy with Carson and how much he had grown.
"So, I had a propasition for you and if you wanted to take it anyways. I would like to give Mom and Pop's to you so you will be the new owner. Now that dosnt mean that Mable and I wont still be there I'll still have a small sliver of the ownership and I'll come in to help a few hours a day but not nearly as much as I do now. That was if anything even happen to me I know the restront will be taken care of. Because I know it will be in good hands with someone I know will make the right desitions. I already talked to the family and they all agreed you deserved this. If you wanted to take this opertunity up. With how much is invested in that place and the business we have been getting in there I know you will be set for life to have yourself a good one."
Looking to Luke Angel gives a small laugh as she zips up her own bag and makes sure she has everything.
"I am sure I will be forced to take it easy by many people. Not that I mind all the people looking out for me."
Walking over to Misty's desk Angel lays a few papers on it so when came in she had them. Before she had gotten to sick Angel was able to look up a few things on her research with the nerve damage repair.
Turning to Luke as he makes the comment about finding Jeff Angel is about to say something when Reese comes in the door.
Just looking at him for a long moment Angel gives a blink taking in his words. What was he talking about?
"What do you mean Jeff wont be leaving with us? I mean I understand you cant tell us but...why? Dont we have a right to know whats going on?"
Angel gives a sigh as she looks between Luke, Rick and than back to Reese.
"We cant even say good bye? What are we to tell everyone back home when they ask about him? Cant you give us just a little information on this?"
All I have to do
Ryder pulls himself up into a sitting position, and reaches around to accept the glass from Katie. He grimaces, but downs the liquid anyway. "Lousy American liquor," he mutters.
Setting the glass down, he shakes his head. "No... guess I don't need to go anywhere, unless you know where I can pick me up a new head."
He tries to wake up, blinking. How had Katie known he'd been drinking? He looks at Henry, shaking a finger at him. "Never tattle on a mate." Stretching, he stands up, stifling a yawn, and looking at Katie. "And by the way, I'm not stupid... I'm just resourceful when looking for something to cure my boredom."
Trudging to the kitchen, Ryder opens the refrigerator door, scanning the contents, looking for something for breakfast. But as he does, his stomach gives a lurch, reacting to the alkaceltzer. He puts a hand to his stomach and tries to wait out the nausea, letting the refrigerator door fall shut again. "On second though..." He doubles over slightly. "Maybe I am stupid."
Carson grins and nods. "Alright, I'll tell him. When you're out of work, stop by Mom and Pop's." He slips on his tennis shoes and grabs his jacket, heading for the door. Slapping his baseball cap on, he turns around one more time, opening his mouth to say something, but then seems to change his mind. "See you later, Sassy."
He could have asked for a ride, but he needed a good run to clear his head anyway. After walking for one block, then stopping to stretch, it was a sprint the rest of the way back to his and Dani's place. Once there it was a quick shower, change of clothes and a ride from his sister to get him to the hospital...
Carson slowly approaches the room, hoping he was at the right one, and peeks in cautiously. Seeing Mabel nearby and Herb in the bed, a small smile spreads. He enters and wanders over to the bed, sinking down in one of the chairs, but first giving Mabel a wave. "Well now... you don't look so bad after all." He grins at Herb, trying to cover up the real worry he felt. "I must say, you know how to scare a bunch of people."
Luke throws the last couple items of the few belongings he had with him in his backpack and zips it shut. "Well... I'm ready whenever we need to go." Moving a bit slowly, he tries not to let Angel notice how difficult it was for him this morning, being on his feet. He sinks into a chair instead of standing any longer.
Rick smiles as he gives Angel one last check over. "And I'll give you the okay to go whenever you need, too. I'll let you travel, but when you get home, I want you to make sure you take it easy for a couple days yet." He looks to Luke. "Make sure of that, will you?"
Luke forces a smile through his tiredness. "All I have to do is tell that to Rosetta, and no one will let Angel work until she's able."
He sighs and glances at the clock. "Jeff hasn't said a word to me yet this morning. I have no idea where he is, but I need to find him to let him know we'll be leaving today."
"You won't have to."
Luke looks up quickly, seeing Reese in the doorway. "What?"
"I said you won't have to." Reese is fairly solemn. "Jeff won't be going back with you."
Luke's eyes widen and he looks to Angel, then back to Reese. "Well why not? What's going on?"
"As far as everyone is concerned, he's simply not on any agendas anymore. And that's as much as can be said."
Stunned, Luke is speechless. He blinks. "But... what... I don't understand."
"You don't have to." Reese gives a nod of reassurance.
"You mean we can't even say goodbye?"
"He's not even here anymore."
Luke's pulse quickens. "But..."
Reese shakes his head. "That's all I can say."