8/19/09

Thanks

Picking herself up from the floor the tears are still streaked down Katie's face. Though the images and feelings were gone for now she new they would be back. She just wanted everything to go away, nothing felt right and the absence of the emotions left her empty.

Feeling her phone go off Katie forgot she had turned the ringer off. Flipping it open an listing to the voice mail is was nice to hear Jen's voice to know someone out there still cared. Wanting to call back and say yes Katie hesitates. She didn't know when the past would creep on her again and she didnt want to be out when it happened but she didnt want to blow off Jen eather.

Dialing Jen's number Katie waits as she makes her way through the quiet house. It almost scared her how quiet it was. If something happened no one would know, if something went wrong no one would know. Katie hated feeling like this but she didn't know how to stop it.

"Hey Jen, I...got your message. I'm not feeling to good right now so I don't think it would be a good idea to go anywhere. but I wanted to thank you for your offer."

Katie was thankful for Jen's offer it made her fell good. She just wanted her to know that even if her voice was a little shakey it would prove she really wasn't doing to good.

"Maybe later if I am feeling better or something we can get together."

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