Drifting

*Katie slowly back up out of the tent. Personaly she dident feel comfortable sleeping with Camryn last night. Not that she had anything aganst her but she just felt a strange vibe or something lingering. Slowly Katie stands taking in the nice crisp air. As she walks through the grass Katie can feel the dew on her feel looking down she remembers her date with Scott last night and how it had been intarupted. She felt bad, it was her night with him something they dident get to do often and she had runed it.

Katie finds herself walking to the lake not relizing anyone alse was up yet her mind just wondering. She could only imagen how Scott felt and than, than his face as they left the restront last night enters her mind. The disapointmint, the hurt and the confustion. She's let Scott down.

Reaching the waters edge Katie lets the water run over her feet. It was cold but it felt good as the sun rised calling forth the new day. As Katie stands there a sicking feeling enters her mind. Last night Jason had been bad, he'd been almost past bad and she had to be there to help him would. No matter who they had learned to block parts of there mind it had still happend and she needed to touch him to help. What if this was to happen again? What if it happend in the middle of her and Scott's wedding, or on there hunnymoon? What if they were are dinner again and Jason needed her causing her to leave. What kind of relationship would that be for Scott?

Leting out a long sigh Katie gives her head a small shake and trys to push the thoughts away. She dident want to think about this not now. But no matter how she pushed they seemed to pop back. Turning and steping out of the water Katie can feel Jason close but why wouldent she he was asleep (Or so she thought) up at the camp sight. Heading back to the sit herself Katie finds a log to sit down one, feeling herself drift a million miles away.*